Wow.... I am sorry for not updating! It has been a very crazy month of May.....
The biggest thing that happen (which I believe most of you know...) is I lost my job. Yup. "job elimination" is what they like to call it. Ever since the layoff's that happen in Dec '08, there as been rumors flying around that there was going to be another HUGE cut coming. I was so lucky to have made it through the first one, so I thought well my job is safe.... for now....
I came to work as usual on Tues April 28th and noticed that there were a lot of people from our Jersey City office. Not a huge deal, because they come often to the NYC office. So start talking checking in with people, and they are saying "oh I have mtg with my manager, not sure what it's about, maybe I'm losing my job...." The first thing I always do (did) was check my calendar for the days activities. And I noticed that my usual 1 on 1 mtg with my manager was moved from Wed afternoon to Tuesday morning 9:30a (by this time it's about 8:45am) So I go have my mtg and play stupid asking how's it going, yada yada. Then BAM! "I am sorry to tell you that you no longer have a job here, your position is being eliminated" - I then get whisked away to meet with a "Career Consultant" company who there to assist in greiving, and assist in finding a new job - don't really remember what the guy said, because well let's face it I was still in shock that I didn't have a job anymore. I stayed the rest of the day to pack up my things - I didn't have to leave that day and not come back but I sure didn't want to do work!
So I took the Wed and Thurs off to sit at home and figure out in my head what happen (still haven't figured that out and it's been a month!)
Friday May 1st started my "Notification Period" of 10 days (not including Sat/Sun) where technically they could ask me to work. Thank god my boss is a nice lady and didn't require me to do so. I came in on that Friday to finish packing and get my severance package at some crazy long meeting where they stick all us "job elimination" people in a room..... take about awkward. After that I left.
As soon as this happened, Adam was leaving to go to CT then going to Buffalo, NY for a gig he and his buddy Jeremy have been working on for Months. Adam is working for a company
RWS & Associates as a Sound & Video Design for theme park shows. So that was a kicker for me, because he and I never got really talk about what happen and what's going to happen. He of course was super supportive and knew that this was tough on me.
Adam is now back and isn't going away again anytime soon :)
So what am I doing? A couple of things:
1 - We have decided that I am not going to pursue a full-time job
2 - I am going to work part-time
3- We are seriously going to start trying to have a family
About a month ago, I started feeling like I needed a change. I wasn't sure if it was a professional change or a personal change. Then all of a sudden this happened....
I have taken part-time work up at William Paterson University (My alma mater!) working their auditorium backstage. During the summer they have a lot of rentals (mostly dancing schools, for end of the year recitals) and need assistance. So that will cover me for the summer :)
I will also still be involved (even more now) with Ramapo HS Marching Band, which will carry me through the end of summer in winter.
That's about as far as I have gotten in the plans of work. Adam & I talked about it andhe feels that we will be just fine.....that is what I am worried about.... not being fine.... not being able to pay the bills, not being able to pay the mortage..... what happens if we lose the house? These are the questions I dealt with through the month of may (and still are dealing with).... Adam keep reassuring me that things will be fine. So I am putting my trust in him, and working as much as possible to help bring in money.
I am getting a severance package of 10 weeks of pay, which brings me to the end of July with what I like to call the "phantom income"
I do have to admit it is really nice not working.... not waking up at 4:45, driving to the bus and sitting in traffic into the city..... but I do miss working. When I worked I knew that I was contributing to our family..... that is why I am doing part-time work also gives me a chance to actually be a housewife too - cooking, cleaning, taking care of the dogs, laundry.....
It's definitely a change and a big question mark on the future but am ready to jump into it feet first.....
wish me luck!
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In other news, Koda is getting SOOOOO big!! And is growing by the minute! She is such a sweet girl and couldn't be more happy with her! We start obedience on June 20th through the end of July. She already knows how to walk very nicely on a lease, and she can sit :)
We like to call her our little mountain goat....

I'm most excited to head up to Eagle Rock with the family for my brother's bday celebration in a couple weeks :) Koda will be joining us, Adam has to work so he and Casey will be staying home :(
Tomorrow I am meeting up with my mom for lunch and to give her the carpet cleaner that we have had for a very long time!
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SO the month of may has been a crazy one but hope that it will slow down.... I promise to update more regularly!
Time to be a housewife and make dinner!